all my worries

i tell myself~ dear child~dun u worry~~~
everything's gonna be just fine~~
i noe it happened last time...i noe it was so tough... i noe it is very heartbreaking..i noe it is hard to overcome~
dear child dun u worry~
i love u
it is alright to be fear for a lil while~
but dun make it last, wake up
ignite
u noe these fears, pain and worries r nt gonna stay... u dun wanna befren them
u will stand
dun u worry
it is u
u r controlling wat is inside
do not be afraid my child
u r so strong, u stand tall
u hv the power to fight against the watsoever
u r the warrior! u fight wif bravery
u come bring back ur pride!

hmm..

感觉就是有点低落。。。今早接到不好的消息。。。就搞得心情很不愉快。。
又快要开学了。。。真的很伤心。。。
整个早晨。。心事重重。。。
直至现在，天气依然没有改变。。。我曾经非常喜好这样的阴天。。很舒服。。。可是没有转换。。。导致我一直持续想着。。同样的心情。。。哎
我好希望一切能够好转。。不过我想。。我最应该转换的是我的心情。。。我该如何走出这情绪低落。。。我的天空。。。几时才可以转晴。。

finally renewed my license to full~~ urhh

(view from lrt taman jaya)the jpj is at the most right~ need to wait a long queue bt once payment has been made,although he says 10minutes,it took like  2minutes for my new license to be "baked" XP

哎。。衰

今天刮花了一个可怕aunty的车。。。只是讲一声sry竟然马上吗sry no use wat has been done has been done!
zzz又不是不赔你=。=""衰到 大骂什么 又不是超级伤，没有要你一块肉，好好跟你说就好了咯，最后一定是没想到我这么快联络mechanic来谈=。= 大家都是怕麻烦的人。。。干嘛非得打电话给全世界了都没有找到一个有帮到你车子的人=。=|||做人eq iq都得高。。。囧 希望这件事早日告一段落。。。。哎 一年发生三次车"祸"
我是不是嫁个司机干脆=o=

I hate to leave home

it's time again
for me to leave my warm home
I always tell myself to suppress my own feelings bt it's just so hard!...

my thoughts brought from 2013 to 2014 tat haunts me

ppl hv been writing new yr resolutions~~n stuff n stuff
well to me I just wanna be a simpler person
think lesser towards negative think more towards positive
dun talk unless it's for gdness
be happy
I think tat sums up

bt today the main thing I blog...is to let go of a tot in my mind...
well I hv tis 2 frens of mine,which were roommates
they were once the best roommates ever
n suddenly,everything got the other way round, they had fought countless times n they insult n atk each other wif words tat r...hmm...I just hope those wouldn't come out frm my mouth.
Move on, tis girl, let's call it A, said to B girl tat guys talk bad about B among themselves, n A tells her tat it's for her own gd , B puzzled I guess taking her few days after to tell me after she had make things clear.

starting over frm the beginning if the story,
one day,I got a text frm A girl sent at 2am+ n wat I saw in the text the next morning was about she telling something to B about some guys backstabbing B n B cried n sat alone the whole night, additional, calling me to comfort her as well.

so as usual I went to class sitting..n waiting for things to happen...bt weird tat...B told me ntg n was normal as ever

n few days later she told me the whole story wat I wrote previously, n B actually went n ask the guys frankly....weird thing is the guys denied n was shocked n said ntg like tis happened...im truly curious nw... who is telling the truth?

anyway B shifted room to end tis nightmare...

it's creepy when I really dunno who to trust... n thr r still lies told by A I noe bt she was quite a nice fren b4....nw Im the 1 who is really puzzled

bt anyway, y mind about ppl? additional new yr resolution? MIND UR OWN BUSINESS

哎。。。每一次又每一次

我真的真的很很很非常地非常地痛苦和纠结。。。就是当我离开家的时候
家，不只是个建筑，容得下人，三餐温饱，还有最重要的每每一个成员
离开，就是离开他们
那种不舍
那种难分
从前如此依赖家的我，努力地抑制自己。。。让自己的想念减成最低。。。可是好痛苦。。。我没想过会那么辛苦。。。我真的很想告诉那些现在不珍惜家人在身旁的人，记得珍惜。。。因为不知道几时，我们再长的宴会也会散。。。。
只有眼泪知道那种痛。。。。