these days i havent been really 'real',if tat makes sense...im losing my mind.....losing hope....losing my feelings.......i need to get them back.....i wan tat feeling of love...by touch by words...by gestures.....i cant feel by nw...bt soon i will find back my senses....life is nt owning me!i own my own life! i wan to be real,im waking up....getting on the right path again...lord,lead me nt to get lost again..amen