I hate to leave home

it's time again
for me to leave my warm home
I always tell myself to suppress my own feelings bt it's just so hard!...

my thoughts brought from 2013 to 2014 tat haunts me

ppl hv been writing new yr resolutions~~n stuff n stuff
well to me I just wanna be a simpler person
think lesser towards negative think more towards positive
dun talk unless it's for gdness
be happy
I think tat sums up

bt today the main thing I blog...is to let go of a tot in my mind...
well I hv tis 2 frens of mine,which were roommates
they were once the best roommates ever
n suddenly,everything got the other way round, they had fought countless times n they insult n atk each other wif words tat r...hmm...I just hope those wouldn't come out frm my mouth.
Move on, tis girl, let's call it A, said to B girl tat guys talk bad about B among themselves, n A tells her tat it's for her own gd , B puzzled I guess taking her few days after to tell me after she had make things clear.

starting over frm the beginning if the story,
one day,I got a text frm A girl sent at 2am+ n wat I saw in the text the next morning was about she telling something to B about some guys backstabbing B n B cried n sat alone the whole night, additional, calling me to comfort her as well.

so as usual I went to class sitting..n waiting for things to happen...bt weird tat...B told me ntg n was normal as ever

n few days later she told me the whole story wat I wrote previously, n B actually went n ask the guys frankly....weird thing is the guys denied n was shocked n said ntg like tis happened...im truly curious nw... who is telling the truth?

anyway B shifted room to end tis nightmare...

it's creepy when I really dunno who to trust... n thr r still lies told by A I noe bt she was quite a nice fren b4....nw Im the 1 who is really puzzled

bt anyway, y mind about ppl? additional new yr resolution? MIND UR OWN BUSINESS