well~hv been quite bored tis 2 days~hmm~dunno whether i should think more bout my future....
i always noe tat i must nt stress up myself~nt to compare wif anyone,bt......thr's always 1 particular person, tat pressure me, nt to say pressure...hmm~motivate me,to do something beyond wat i m doing nw, to look further, to grow more, to stay even hungrIER~if tat makes sense~
i dun noe her quite well, bt i added her on fb~she's just a parishioner of mine~used to c her quite a lot, n yea, her ex was the 1 guy i admire a lot, bt tat's nt the point, aside of her prince charming, it was her life updates on fb motivates me, she is just the same age as me, much prettier n sweeter~loads of fren here n thr~wonder hw she manage to be so close wif each n every fren of hers~she travels a lot, by herself n her frens along~taking photographs of places tat r milesss away frm me~~thr was no fear in her in my view, she is the star, jumping here n thr, nt gonna stop at any moment, she's gonna go further, n nvr forget to shine.
i hope tat my life will change, though i m nw stuck in my uni, i dun think i will be escaping frm here for 5 more yrs, bt i m nt afraid, it might be late, bt it will nt be nvr, one day, i m gonna go around the world, hving my own tour~wif frens of mine, who will thr be willingly bringing me all around, though nw i do nt hv much frens around the world~nt really~i will hv to find ways to work tat out.....
i just wan to go further~beyond everything i m hving nw~i wan more!(i will always rmb to be grateful n be satisfied for god's sake) bt i dun wan to waste my life, my life time is nt tat long for me to waste, just once, i wan to sparkle, might nt be a shining star, bt a short luminating dust, i m done,i m hunger for ntg by then, i hope